Revisiting
After each time I've been here catoring to his every demand I have lived in regret and eventually remorse. His ill will and ego problematic mentality, somehow ignites mine as well. What's a shame is he's paralyzed so the physical fight in the grand scheme of things enables me to be stronger. Knowing every time that this is happened I continue to place myself in this position because of one my need and two his needs. After everything that's happened he calls me in a pinch with no help because he does drive everyone away eventually sooner or later sometime sooner very early later these days because of his attitude and his mentality that is not kind nor willing to change. I do care for him However,. this man can piss me off beyond any human capability and I have taken thousands of dollars on the way out over the years. Yet I'm here again only this time I plan on leaving with a clean conscience and my forgiving heart to lead because I do know some people never change ...